Hard Work, Blessings,and YOU

As you can see in my bio or the about me I guess. I play softball. I've been playing this sport for about 10 years and it has really been there for me through the up's and down's. Its also gave me such an opportunity to now play for a D1 collegiate softball team. It was such a blessing because its what I've watched this on TV since I first started playing. However, when I got here I didn't expect certain things to happen me, but its taught me so much about myself and my faith in god. As you can also see I'm a SOON to be new LDS member. I will be getting baptized next week and honestly I can't wait. Learning this has taught me so much and my faith seems to grow little by little each day.

Like today. We had a 55 minute practice (can't really get into detail why) and we were rushed and had to quickly transfer from one station to another. As we finally got into defensive I felt fatigue, weak and wasn't sure if I was going to push it to the end. A few moments later (more like a minute later) I had a burst of energy out of know where, but I know it was coming from heavenly father. I thanked him and it amazes me how perfectly his timing is.


For him,
Their is not a day that goes by where I don't think about you. I can't really day minute or second because that's unreal. But back to what I was saying. Today the team and I got the chance to watch the new Spiderman movie. It was weird because the only times I go to the movies is usually with you and to experience this just felt empty. The movie was great it was, but I kept finding myself looking to my left because you would always be on my left side no matter what we were doing; watching movies, walking, driving in a car, laying down, etch. During the movie their was this certain scene, where I really wanted to cry because you do this to me every time. Spiderman graves Gwen looks her in the eyes and just smile, doesn't say anything just smiles. And it remind me when I say to you "there you go again giving me that look that makes me fall in love with you even more." Haha little cliché but its true. I miss you I do but I know your doing amazing things and can't wait to hear about next week.  Good night, sweet dreams. I love you.

 

 

 

 

I love all our FaceTime talks we had !