10 Months

one of my favorite photos. 

Honestly it doesn't seem that long. I still feel like yesterday we were going on our first date. Oh our first date how interesting it was. All I can say about that date is, it was special. How?  Here's how.

You picked me up. Which was a first for me. You open my door to let me in your car. Also another first. You had a car that semi worked. Okay actually it worked fine but for me it seemed like it didn't.
I will never forget how that car started I really thought we were going to get stranded as we were driving. As we drove off to the bowling ally, you played your electro house (not techno) music haha. I remember you bopping your head back and forth jamming out to your music while I sat there quietly, not saying a world but smiling because how nice you looked and how you smiled. As we got off the car you complimented me saying how nice I looked. Now that was some points off because you didn't say beautiful but it was something. After we switched our shoes to bowling shoes and you gave me semi compliment semi joke about how I worn mix match socks. But hey that's me ! I will never forget how when we got to ally and your friends all called you Alex and at first I thought you lied to me about your name but then you explained why, their and then I felt really dumb. However, I will also wont forget how I didn't want to seem so clingy to you that I really tried to give you space with your friends but when I would sit somewhere else you would just follow me. So that made me feel good. As we got to the end of our bowling game I remember you challenging Oscar saying "whoever gets a strike first win." Jokes on you on how I came up after you said that and I threw a strike. I win! Haha that was funny. At the night was going to end you drove me home and we listened and sang a song together in the car. I honestly can't count how many times I looked at you hoping you wouldn't notice, but of course you did, because you caught me staring at you and I tried to play it off saying you had something in you hair and you said "oh take it off then" and I touched your hair you have no idea how shaky my hand was. Ha. our first date. As you walked me home we weren't really sure what to say but it didn't seem that awkward somehow. We hugest and you walked away and as you walked away you turned around and said "I hope we can do this again." Yeah me too. Now were on our 10 months and I still feel those feelings of that night as if I'm there right now.  \

Happy 10 months I will never forget you and I will always love you forever.

 

 

Our 1st date.